Late night #disasterbehindthelens
I knew when I took a job working with teenagers it was sure to be a thankless job. I just didn't realize how thankless.
You should know I never do anything half ass. (That's not swearing mom that's a real term) I was raised that you put everything you have into every second of the day from 6:00 am - 11:00 pm. You make goals monthly and you achieve them and you never make excuses. This way of life has really pushed me to succeed in so many ways of my life. It also might be part of the reason I tend take on too much.
If you haven't heard I am the new Head Coach of a drill team. I have put countless hours into trying to make this Drill Team successful and build this program from nothing to something special. Not only that though, I am trying make sure these girls are confident at the end of the year. I just want this to be a great experience for them.
But lately it feels all for naught.
Taking this on with a new baby, another job, attempting to maintain my blog and still trying to maintain a functioning house (and budget) AND most important make sure my pal knows he's still number 1, has been more than I can handle lately. I feel like I'm failing in all areas.
But I got great advice today.
Do all you can and at the end of the day turn it over to to The Lord. I just keep thinking of Philippians 4:13. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
So I'm just letting you in on my little secret that sometimes I do feel lousy and inadequate and helpless but after my nightly prayers and some rest I'll be good to go tomorrow. I know The Lord will make up for my inadequacies.
That is all. Rant over.